Dream ~ Outer Space ATC

I will share the episodic dream I am having for a few years now.


This is my nightly job when I go to sleep, it seems. I always go to work to this place which is a white room, walls made of glass in space. 


This dream is about a future timeline that I can only access in dreamtime.

I go to this job almost every night as I as do when I go to work in my daily job when I am awake, only in the nightly job I am totally in control and all works perfectly well, of course!

I don't always remember if I have dreamed of this when I wake up but most of the times if I think about it before I go to bed, I do. At least a short dream, like an episode, every night.

There are colleagues who work with me and a few times I found myself talking to them but most of the times I am alone doing all sorts of calculations and using complicated instruments that I don't recognise when I am awake.

To get to this place I sometimes take a lift made of glass, sometimes a sort of train again in glass across 2 different space stations, sometimes I just enter from my room to what seems to be a lab, because it is all white and with glass windows and glass walls. 

I think I am an (air traffic controller) ATC in space.

I work on different computer screens with different data on targets and specific radar video mapping with flight operations within an airspace somewhere in the Universe.

There was this time when I was calculating some data and I suddenly run into another room and this huge metal instrument similar to the picture on top of the page was in the middle of the room. 

The whole instrument was rotating and the semi-circles were going at different speeds. For some reason I had to wait until all the little spheres where aligned to launch some computer program. 

There was another colleague in this room, a girl I used to work with in Europe and we both made sure that we achieved the results we were looking for. We managed all those spaceships and without stress, which was awesome. 

When I think of  an ATC job in NASA for example, I assume it is a high-stress work environment. This fast-paced environment suits me perfectly well in the dream.

There was this time a few weeks ago when something awful happened. I was on my way to my nightly job, walking in one of this full glass wall corridors when at the end of the corridor outside the window a robot appeared out of nowhere and shot me!

The shot came straight to my chest and because I was just walking towards this huge window thinking of nothing I was too slow to react and all I could see was the white robot fly away taking the huge cylinder gun with one arm. I was in so much pain I couldn't move. So much so that it was difficult to wake up. I was like, "okay now get me out this dream" I slowly woke up and my chest was so sore that I couldn't move to stand up and go to have breakfast, etc.


I lay there and started to think about the dream to work out what the meaning was. I thought of the different layers always starting with the very first one which concerns me.


My first thought was: this is a message from myself to Carolyn! So I always go with my intuition. 


This was a warning to say: you either stop, change direction, turn around or this could end up badly. Things at work weren't going too well and I was spending too much time and energy thinking about them.


I went to work as usual and had the reminder of the pain on my chest the whole day, so I took it easy, did my job, went out for lunch walked most of my lunch hour in the sunshine and at the end of my shift left on time. When I was back home I decided not to spend any minute of my time thinking about work as I would usually do and went to bed early that day.


The next day I decided to change my strategy at work, I took everybody's opinion into account and decided to see my opinion as the wrong one and change my views. When I thought I was doing so well the carpet was lifted from underneath my feet and I felt I was falling from an incredible hight when I was accused of all sort of things. I couldn't believe what was happening to me and took it very personal. 


A few days later, when I had lost all hope and thought things would never change something incredible happened. Unexpected! The system we were working on (computer program) changed... luckily to my advantage!!! 

The dream didn't change however, I'm still going to the white lab and work very hard on formulas I have no idea when awake. 

I went to work the other night and as usual I was alone working away and when I realised I had been working for a long time I looked outside and it was very dark, so I went to the toilets before going home. When I looked into the mirror I saw I was losing so much blood from my mouth, then nose... I washed my face and wanted to go but the bleeding didn't stop.

I suddenly woke up (full bladder maybe) and remembered the dream, I checked the time and it was only 7am on my day off so I decided to sleep a bit more. 
When I finally woke up at half past ten, hahahha... I looked up what could it mean to bleeding in my dream; This is the what I found: To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/b2.htm
   
A few days ago I dreamed I was putting some tiny white boxes on shelfs in the lab I was working and started crying so much, I don't know why and couldn't stop crying but then I saw familiar faces coming into the room I was working in, people that I love very much and care about in Scotland , and that seemed to put a stop to the tears.
To dream that one is crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself.
This is what the dream interpreters say: Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In your daily lives, you tend to ignore, deny, or repress your feelings. But in your dream state, your defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of those feelings that you have repressed during the day. 

This was my sleep cycle that night, very irregular and the dream happened between 5 - 7am because when I woke up my eyes were all sticky, my hair around my face and my pillow had tears.

Last night I was on my way to work in my dream and when I entered the station to get the train I noticed the station looked different, the trains too! 

The way I normally get to work is in a small transport in the air from a glass platform to another in space. This time the train station looked different and there were lots of people at the station. When I entered the station I was wondering if my train was the one on that platform already so I walked quickly towards it and jumped on it. I had a few seconds before the doors closed but was enough time to see what was announced at the other platforms. I noticed other destinations of trains I have missed in the past in other dreams. This made me laugh, because I thought: "well now they are there!!!" 


The train started it's journey through a dark tunnel suggesting that I was exploring aspects of my unconscious and opening myself to a new awareness. The fact that I was at the train station represents a transitional period in my life where I need to reassess my situation and determine my goals. The fact that I was on the train symbolises my life's journey suggesting that I am on the right track in the right direction.

I had a dream last night that woke me up but only after I was in control of the first dream. 

I was on a kayak with 3 other colleagues on a lovely peaceful river when suddenly someone said: "hold on tight because you will be going down the cliff there" 

When we started to fall we suddenly found ourselves out in space and I personally couldn't hold unto anything and started to float away. I also realised that I was lacking air and couldn't breath and tried to come closer to the other guys and closer to the spaceship but I couldn't breath resulting in being frozen and couldn't move! I felt my heartbeat stop and before I decided to let myself go I thought: "I can change this let's move to another place, I can't be out in space, let's think of some familiar surface I can land on and with intent fall unto that surface" In my mind I went through several places I could land and finally chose the one in my episodic dream. 

I imagined the white floor of the lab and landed there. I still had so much pain in my chest and was trying to catch my breath. I was furious because nobody seemed to have helped me back to the spaceship when I was out in space and I found myself all alone on that floor. Suddenly I heard noises outside the room I was in so I went out and saw one of my colleagues. I said I wasn't fine at all and he said I should ask for help and to go to the oxygen room. So I did. I arrived and I was feeling so frustrated with it all that I started crying uncontrollably. At that moment I woke up. Still with a sore chest and breathing heavily. 

This was my sleep cycle last night:

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Carolyn 

Dream ~ Thoth

I had an interesting dream not long ago concerning a theme I had never dreamed before and this prompt me to look into it and read more about it when I woke up.

I went down some stairs into the darkness to a room with earthly walls, I think it was a temple. I was alone at first but when I sat next to a pool someone sat next to me and said: 


"You have the Wisdom because you are one of the Children of the Light."

This dream came to me after I had put together a You Tube video that evening about the fibonacci sequence.

I looked it up and found that Thoth mentions the Children of the Light in the Emerald tablets.

I had not read anything about Thoth before and this prompt me to look into the whole story and I have to say that I found it very interesting. Whoever is interested in alchemy, etc. could perhaps have a look here:

http://www.horuscentre.org/library/Hermetism/The_Emerald_Tablets_Of_Thoth.pdf

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Carolyn 

Dream ~ Marble Halls

I love this dream...

It's been a long time since I found myself in the golden Marble Halls, last night was one of those nights!

It always begins in the same way, I enter this huge magnificent shimmering Marble Hall with honey colour columns, well polished floors reflecting the bright light, tall ceilings and the whole scene radiating a beautiful golden light. 
When I start walking I seem to gain some knowledge as if I were learning something just by walking through it.

Last night when I looked into the distance I saw different structures, the hall appeared to get longer or larger and that was when I was aware of various geometric shapes.

These different shapes seemed to represent functions because they have their own energy or vibration in them.

The triangular shapes seemed to make me want to be alone, to meditate perhaps? 

The rectangular ones seemed to make me focus to read or study. 

The spherical ones made me feel I was in the future and the cylindrical ones were like a train or transport to other places.

After a while I realised that there were lots of people coming and going and it turned out to be a busy place.

It always is.

When I woke up I thought of those shapes and how they relate to institutions or buildings we currently have on Earth.

A rectangular Library.

A spherical Planetarium

A triangular Pyramid

A cylindrical tunnel to travel

This was my unusual sleep cycle last night... one of my cycles lasted well over 90 minutes,  the double pretty much.

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Carolyn 

Dream ~ Caves

I have dreamed of this a few times over the years.

We are a group of close friends, family or tribe who must do this long swim under water, for survival. Kind of emigrating or moving into another safe place for the winter, perhaps?

I always practice my breathing for a few minutes before I actually go under water. There is always some close friend or brother with me who is training to breathe in and out a few times before we go.

So we are at the entrance of a cave and we have to swim under the rock deep inside the water all the way until another opening where we come out inside of the cave to stay or remain there for a while. 

The swim seem to take for ever and I always feel I will not be able to hold my breath all the way while I am swimming and it is extremely hard, but I always make it in the end.

In my current life, I am a poor swimmer I have to say and I have never done any sports or discipline involving going under water like this at all.

The feeling is great in the dream when I come to the surface and the feeling of achievement is even greater.

It obviously signifies self discovery.

 To dream that one is swimming underwater, suggests that one is completely submerged in one's feelings. In some way I am forcing myself to deal with my unconscious emotions.

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Carolyn

Dream ~ Cliffs

When I have the time, if I think about going somewhere far away before falling asleep, I find myself in an exotic place, with some lesson to learn.


I allow the dream to unfold and work hard to remember it before I go to sleep so when I wake up I analyse the dream.




I had this dream I was descending from the sky unto some beautiful white cliffs. I was standing on the top of one and didn't dare look down because I was afraid to fall. Someone came to my side, he was standing next to me and even though I didn't look at him, I was listening to what he was telling to me.


He told me I could do anything I wanted to, that I could go ahead but I still didn't dare move from there. So after a while said: "what are you scared of, why are you so shy?"


I replied: "well I would like to go to the other cliff over there but I don't know how to, I have no idea what to do."


He said: "you are free to do whatever you want to, you just have to think about it and do it. After all, this is your dream."


I then realised I wasn't being held by the laws of gravitation as the ones on Earth and I could perhaps fly or jump. So slowly I descended in the air next to the cliff and stood on a lower cliff. Then I noticed some other beings, I think there were three of them, standing on another cliff and I overheard them say: she is always the same.

When I woke up I kept thinking of this dream, first of all because it was all beautifully white, then because I wished I dared fly, jump or something, but I didn't. Why was I so cautious? 
I guess that is the way I behave in life too. I sometimes think too much. 

This dream was a message for me to action things I have kept inside and that I don't dare do.

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Carolyn

Dream ~ Shared

I would like to write about a mutual dream my sister and I had when we were little girls.


We shared the same big room and as we woke up we went to the window to see if we could see what we both had dreamed.


In a golden light we both dreamed that our Mum and Dad were coming home riding a white and dark horse respectively. There were people in the streets cheering at them when they were approaching our house and my sister and I were at the window watching them. I was 4 years old and my sister was 3, we used to live in the outskirts of a busy city nowhere near fields or horses at all.


Upon waking up we told each other the dream and we thought that the dream was for real because it was hard to believe that we both dreamed the same dream.


After a while we went to ask Mum if she had been riding a horse in the street in front of our house. Obviously she said no. 

I wonder what my parents thought of my dreams because I must have told them my dreams very often. My Dad used to call me "dreamer" not Carolyn, HAHAH.

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Carolyn

Dream ~ Sky Symbols

My best dreams, the ones I am looking forward to when I go to bed, are the ones involving the sky because they are rare.
They don't happen often, probably once a month, but when they do I am somewhere else, as if I were in another dimension inside the dream where I receive knowledge of some sort. 


I love when this dream occurs!


Last month I dreamed I was going home walking on a summer evening back from work and I encountered an old lady who wanted to write and sell my story, I just ignored her and carried on walking. Then a bit further going up the stairs I see someone I know (Magenta Pixie) talking to this old lady, I passed next to them, didn't stop to listen to what they were saying and walked home. It's funny because there are no stairs at all on my way home from work, but this indicates that I was achieving a higher level of understanding. And matching this person I know and trust to this dream up the stairs symbolises progression into my spiritual or emotional journey.


Once I arrived home, I entered the huge garden (not my current garden in this life time), I pass the front garden and entered the side of the garden that leads to the back of the house (and back garden.) The electric gate started to close itself and I realised that I couldn't go back to the front door so I decided to go to the back garden and I stayed a bit in the garden. Suddenly I see something of an electric colour appear in the sky, coming closer and closer in front of me.

Different shapes in different electric colours appeared one after the other. Drawings in geometric forms in different colours.
I run inside the house to look for the camera but when I went outside again the forms in the sky were fading. I wish I had drawn on a paper what I saw once I was awake, because I can't remember the exact shapes now.






I remember another dream I had involving the sky. I was at the edge of the world, I was getting bigger and bigger standing on our small planet and could see the other galaxies closer by.  A bit like "Le Petit Prince" on the planet.

A formula appeared in the black sky and someone was telling me the formula for Kinetic Energy, that is for an object that is moving the kinetic energy equals one half times the mass of the object times the square of the speed of the object. In symbols:

EK = (1/2)mv2

I was able to move objects with intent only because I seemed to have understood what I was being told. It was an amazing dream and I wondered when I woke up if  reading about Tesla's vision of how rotating electromagnetic fields could be used in a new form of electric motor the previous night had something to do with the dream.

This is last night's sleep cycle

This morning, before 6 am (that is when my partner woke up to go to work) I dreamed I was at some dinner party and when I was on my way home, walking towards a wide street something appeared in the sky. There were black horizontal lines against a dark blue sky.

While watching them rotate and move I was aware of some knowledge because had to do with polarisation, a phenomenon I know well. 

When the lines in the sky changed direction they seemed to disappear and then appear again because they carried on turning around. 

I will explain briefly what a polarised film is because polarised sunglasses are popular to reduce glare off a surface like a pavement, road, water or snow.

"A polarised film was developed around 1932. The material consists of many microscopic crystals of iodoquinine sulfate (herapathite) embedded in a transparent nitrocellulose polymer film. The needle-like crystals are aligned during manufacture of the film by stretching or by applying electric or magnetic fields."

But in my dream was to make a huge object disappear and it had to do with components in the air, in our atmosphere to have this effect. 

This dream left me puzzled the whole day and in time I will look into it.

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Carolyn