Friday, 24 August 2012

Dream ~ Red Portal





As I woke up from my dream this morning I saw a red capsule door spinning slowly and disappearing into the distance as I was realising I was waking up.

I tried to keep the thought of what I was seeing in front of me, as to fall asleep again and dream more  but I opened my eyes instead, checked the time and saw the light of day through the curtains.

Best thing to do, I thought, is go to the computer and write it straight away ;-)


The small capsule door was kind of a metal one as the ones one can find on a capsule that is sent into space. The colour was deep red and the spinning of the light around it made me feel I just passed through that portal back to reality (back to my bed).

I looked it up and it appears that recently more and more people are having similar dreams.

This is what Mona Bhattacharya wrote about the red portal in May 2012.


The red portal is the opening for all energy rooted in the physical. Anything of solid form is created by the energy of the reds. Whenever you want to manifest something into your physical reality, accessing this energy is you friend. It could be money, a beautiful body, or a relationship!
Red is the native region of planet Earth and so it’s no surprise that all us earthlings always seek to manifest. When in the red, we are following one of our most fundamental instincts. Sharpening your instinct will make you attuned with your environment, helping you identify opportunities and act on them with swiftness and grace.
The red portal of the planet is opening. This is the portal that corresponds to the base of the spine. The organ it activate is the rectum. Over the past few weeks as we go through a global shift the amount of RED energy we have acces to has quadrupled.
I cannot express the importance of this shift and what it means. Firstly, it is the native center of the planet, so the planet is waking up on a visceral level. That means the earth, the lava, the trees – every physical thing on the planet is activation PHYSICALLY. And humans, being an animal species on the planet are also feeling this stimulation.
The red portal is the channel through which all of our earthly desires are fulfilled. The desire for abundance, the desire to FEEL good, the desire to feel at home- like we belong, the desire for body beauty, the desire for sex.
In case you are wondering – Desire is healthy. What makes desire unhealthy is our judgement of it. Desire is required for something to become itself. So for example if you desire sexual energy, its your “souls” way of letting you know that your creative active forces need rejuvenation. Problems arise when we are led falsely believe that “we dont have it” and need it from someone/somewhere else. The red portal is the source of this energy and tuning into it activates it.
The reason why this energy has been kept under wraps is because, it is the most powerful energy. When a person has activated this portal the desire is fulfilled and they are now resonating with LIFE FORCE. Yes! that what sexual energy is. If it creates life, it has the potential to create abundance, manifest anything, fulfill ALL needs.
A quick “how to” of the day-
How to create a need based culture?
Cut of supply to the red portal by tuning SEX into taboo. People should be told to not enjoy it, lead them away from it strategically. Create distraction, and feed with commodities.  :-)
How to create an abundance based culture?
Instill healthy empowerment of the red portal. Encourage enjoyment of life force energy. Cultivate the joy, bliss and power which is an inherent part of it. Let the body fulfill all need naturally.
Bliss is your BIRTH RIGHT!


The full article is here:




This was my sleep cycle this morning, I woke up and tried hard to fall back asleep but then got out of bed. The red portal happened just before 9am:


Sunday, 29 July 2012

Dream ~ Aurora



I dreamed I was having dinner with some friends and family at a very large table. The room was beautiful and huge, the type one only sees in hotels or big receptions.


There were big windows with views to the horizon and suddenly I saw a bright green aurora arcing at the horizon.


Looked spectacular and I turned around at told my friend (a photographer) that there was an aurora outside and excited he grabbed his camera and we both went outside to take a photo. 


I called out for my husband to bring the tripod to me and when he brought it I realised that we were in an extraordinary position to take photos, we were up a hill and could easily see the horizon and the aurora.


This dream's interpretation is excellent :



"To see the aurora borealis in your dream represents renewed energy, vitality, awe, insight and youth. You will experience clarity in some situation or relationship. A positive spiritual experience will fill you with warmth and love. In addition, you will also gain some amazing new wisdom and knowledge. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you know what you need to do, but may be too lazy or too afraid to jump into action."


This was my sleep cycle last night:


Saturday, 7 April 2012

The Art of "Dreaming"



After reading Carlos Castaneda's book: The Art of Dreaming I went to sleep remembering the different gates of dreaming.

It was very easy to remember the things to focus the attention on and this being my first night after reading the book I woke up after my first dream at 2am and remembered every detail.

I remember a huge loft painted in white and one of my friends was saying: "it's so morbid in white, we should splash some colour"

I thought it looked nice and clinical, but then... I like white.


My second dream, I was saying goodbye to my mum and my sister who had come over for the wedding. But then back home I told Leon that we forgot to do everything we had planned: the meal we had booked and the visit to Edinburgh, etc.

I remembered every detail in the dream, everything we are planning for the wedding that is in 2 months time, I was reviewing all our plans.

The third dream was about going to a conference I am planning to go in 2 weeks and I was saying hi to the PhD student who is going to give the talk, but something unusual happened: I woke up in the dream and said to myself "no this actually didn't happen yet."

To that I woke up...

I have been so busy with million other things that I didn't even finish Castaneda's book. I need to read some more ;-)


Thursday, 5 April 2012

Dreams ~ CHEMISTRY: Periodic Table



If my chemistry teacher in high school knew I've been dreaming of the elements and seeing the periodic table in my dream last night he would probably smile.

When I woke up at 2am after dreaming of the position of some of the elements in the periodic table I remembered that when I was in high school at an oral exam I told the teacher that there was too much going on in my life at that moment, that I was moving abroad and was visiting places I would never see again, seeing my friends and staring at their faces I would never see again, eating food I would never taste again and simply trying to squeeze as much of the images I could in my memory before I left the country. Above all... I made the bold statement: I know how important chemistry is but right now I have no time for this, I promise I will look into chemistry in depth in the future, now you can ask me the questions.

Wow!

I have no idea what the teacher thought of that, but upon reflection now, I must have been very confident (or insolent) to say something like that (aahhh teenagers). So peculiar I remembered this episode in my life after so many years… HAHAHAA..


The teacher said: if you are actually leaving the country for good, there is no way I will let you go with no Chemistry knowledge. It would be a disgrace if abroad they thought you are an example of an Argentine student and you will not be a good ambassador when this country is so rich in Chemists and of all sorts of people engaging in science. 

I was still feeling very strong. I waited for the questions and was ready to tap into my memory and general knowledge to answer them even though I had not studied for the exam.

After the 5 questions he said seriously: you passed.

I can't remember if he had actually asked very easy questions or if I had the answers right when drawing the sequence on the board but what the teacher didn't know was that he left an impact with those words he said and I was going to fulfil my promise and study chemistry when the time was right.

I was already good at being curious and looking into subjects that would have some significant application on my everyday life. Like food. 

I started studying nutrients in foods since I was about 12 specially because I was into a lot of sports and needed to eat well. As a result, I had a basic knowledge of chemistry but was only when I moved to France years later that the association of different elements and the way they can help or affect our energy became a priority.

Many studies have been done on this subject of course, but I found that ultimately the best guidance is listening to one's own body needs and giving the particular nutrient/element that is lacking when required. 

In my case if I don't listen to my body early enough I will get the message in my dream, so sooner or later a reminder of Chemistry will come to the foreground.

Last night I dreamed of the element 19 that is "K" in the periodic table. I know that Potassium is involved in nerve function and that would explain why I woke up from the dream feeling pressure in my cervical disk area (neck), feeling all in all very weak and with an upset stomach.

I quickly thought of something I could find in the kitchen that would help and ate a banana. It took me forever to do this, firstly because I was sleepy and don't usually eat at night, secondly because I had no energy to accomplish such a task, even breathing seemed such an effort.
When I went back to bed, quickly fell asleep and my upset stomach seemed to be put to rest as well.

In the morning I was happy I had payed attention to my dream since the potassium and essential nutrients in the banana were easy to digest and provided me with what I needed to see me through the night until breakfast. 

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

Dream ~ Meditation


When I woke up this morning I remembered dreaming I was lying down still.

The colours around me were so much vibrant than the colours we naturally see.


I was lying down still and naked on top of what seemed to be another body bigger than mine. My body was kind of in the middle because there was space all around me.

The surface/body I was lying on was flat and violet and there was a lilac light at the edges of this other surface.

I was asking myself why was I there and why was I meditating in such a colourful place on top of what could be another body of mine. I remember asking if I wasn't too heavy and a male voice replied I was so light.



With that I woke up.

This was my sleep cycle last night

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Friday, 2 December 2011

Dream ~ Moon inhabitants

I had a very revealing dream last night and left me thinking about it all day. Let me tell you about it...



The other night I dreamed of an incredibly stunning woman who was there in my dream, like a presence.

The dream started in London I was walking in the streets of London just shopping away when it was getting dark and I decided to go home.
I stepped into a taxi and this beautiful, sophisticated African woman was already inside the taxi. I was sitting opposite her and we didn't talk (very unusual for me to say nothing, at least out of courtesy). There was an immense silence outside too, as if time had stopped.

Last night's dream was in Scotland again, I was walking up some hill and could see the water when looking up at the horizon. The sun was setting and it's colour was bright orange and so beautiful.

The same stunning woman was there again standing near me. She said nothing but I had the idea that she wanted me to see something or meet somebody.




Along came a young woman who quickly started talking to me. I noticed she looked different, like nobody I knew so I asked her where she was from because I have travelled a lot around the world and didn't seem to locate in my mind someone looking like her, specially when I'm very good at that! The beautiful African woman was still there with us but didn't talk.

The young woman said she lived on the Moon, and she made contact with me because it was important for me to know what she came to tell me.




I asked her how could she live on the Moon and where exactly. She said the race is similar to humankind on Earth but didn't breath in the same way humans do. She also said they lived underground, that there were cavities on the Moon's landscape and she lives inside one of them under the Moon's crust.


I then asked her if she needed the sunlight, as we do here on Earth. She said they do.

She then explained that there were some crystal formations that reflected the light perfectly. I couldn't quite picture this so she made an image possible for me to see in my mind.

It looked like giant pyramids of solid quartz crystals next to what looked like an extinct volcano.





I mentioned that I have never heard of this before and when looking at the Moon with the telescope I couldn't really imagine something like that. She said nobody could possibly see it with a simple telescope like mine.

I asked why she contacted me and she said that she did it because she knew:


-I was open minded enough to understand
-I would believe her
-My interest in the Cosmos allowed this
-To tell me that the celestial body Earth has set in motion a distress signal for the others in the Cosmos to see and come in aid.

I asked her if she knew that Mother Earth was probably asking for help and also asked her when did the distress signal was sent...

she said the moment the oil spillage occurred in the Gulf Coast.






At that moment I started to cry. I cried for so long that I woke up in tears.

If I think of this particular accident, I have to fight back the tears because it wouldn't be impossible for Mother Earth to cry for help knowing the disaster will affect all the waters of the planet.

The dream stayed with me well after I had my breakfast, but I can't possibly remember the female Moon inhabitant's appearance. I might try to dream of her again.


I thought about the dream for a long time and to dream of an African person may signify the human roots and heritage so perhaps it was Mother Earth herself or "Gaia" as I call her who was there for me facilitating the encounter.


My sleep cycle last night was:




(◕。)
Carolyn 

Saturday, 22 October 2011

Dream ~ Friend




The following dreams are about colours and their meanings in each situation.





I was at some conference inside a huge dark room with a speaker on a stage far from where I was sitting, there were so many people in that room. At a break I went into the hall area and spotted someone I knew. I was really happy to see him, so I approached him and hugged him briefly while saying hi and as I was going apart he hugged me back and held me like that for so long. We hugged for ages... Only then I realised he was wearing a red shirt and I was bathing in a loving feeling. I woke up to go to work and during there day when closing my eyes I could still feel this.






The colour red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations. Red indicates raw energy, force, vigour, intense passion, aggression, power, courage, impulsiveness and passion.
During this particular dream the colour red denoted my urge for energy, swiftness and enthusiasm from this person towards me. 

This was my sleep cycle that night:

 
September 25th






 I was out for lunch and saw my friend outside, I took his hand and asked him if we could have lunch together to catch up. We started walking in the city towards the cafes and restaurants. A colleague from work started walking near me and seemed to be wanting to talk to me, so I thought I shouldn't be holding hands with my friend just incase this work colleague wanted to join us so I walked away from my friend for a bit. My work colleague was in a rush so quickly walked in another direction so my friend and I carried on walking to find a place to have lunch. We were walking for a long time and were going up some stairs with black railings. I remember these railings because they were so shiny and black.







Black symbolises the unknown, the unconscious, danger, mystery, darkness. It also signifies a lack of love and lack of support.  The colour black invites to delve deeper into the unconscious in order to gain a better understanding of oneself. 

When we reached the 3rd floor in this open space I noticed he was wearing a yellow jumper and to be honest I rarely see someone with this colour, it was a striking woollen hand made kind of jumper. I kept looking at it because I have never seen him wear such a jumper. The colour represents deceit, disgrace, betrayal, cowardice. I took it to be the fear or inability to make a decision or take action. 






This friend of mine is someone I hold dear in my heart  but we rarely talk to each other, basically we are not close friends at all. It happens so that I haven't spoken to him and was meaning to do so for a few weeks now. I personally don't understand what is keeping this communication from happening. The more I think about it the more I seek an answer from the unconscious to solve the mystery in my mind. Sometimes there are clues in the way people react or behave that the mind chooses to ignore or deny but  unconsciously we know exactly what is going on.

The mystery for me is that I have no idea why someone wouldn't want to talk when given the chance more than once. 

This was my sleep cycle that night: 


October 18th 



I've seen my friend on Saturday, at last we went for lunch and had a catch up. I was relieved that I had the opportunity t
On the night from Saturday to Sunday we changed the clocks to the winter time and at 11pm I realised it was already midnight the old time and went to bed ;-) o see him and talk. Also I understood why he had no time at all.

This was my sleep cycle last night and when I woke up at 8am I remembered the dream and consciously tried to picture every single bit of the dream so that could remember. When I finally woke up at 9am I only remembered the dream that I had made the effort to remember.

October 31st 


This was my dream last night and wrote it immediately when I woke up this morning because I didn't want to miss a detail.


My friend and I were travelling to another city together to attend a conference, something to do with work. We checked in the hotel and when given the keys we went to our rooms. 
We were walking down some spiral stairs, the walls were very narrow and purple. 





I kept thinking that it was taking so long to reach a floor. We kept walking down and down and down. My friend was walking in front of me and was carrying a framed picture. To see a frame in a dream represents limitations and boundaries. Someone else may be putting restrictions. In this case my friend is putting the restrictions on me and this dream may be a reflection of a guilty conscience. 

Everything was purple at this point and purple is indicative of devotion, healing abilities, loving, kindness and compassion. Also justice. When the stairs ended we were in front of a wall, I panicked and thought we were trapped but he pushed into the wall with the frame he was carrying and we landed in a huge suite. To see a wall in a dream signifies limitations, obstacles and boundaries. The fact that it was him going through the wall and not me breaking down the wall, it means it wasn't me breaking through the obstacles or overcoming barriers but more his desire for some freedom and independence.

This room was so huge and luxurious that only hotels can manage this sort of environment.  
I noticed we were given the same room, never mind it was enormous and had two huge beds at opposite sides of the huge place, it was still the same room.
When I looked around the room there were glass bowls with coloured sweets everywhere, on every piece of furniture there was a bowl with sweets. Sweets represent indulgence, sensuality and forbidden pleasure. Perhaps I have been depriving myself of some joy or pleasure and the dream is a way for me to reward myself. Strange because I never eat sweets, but this doesn't mean the unconscious doesn't know the meaning of it .




Finally, to dream of a new room, suggests that I am developing new strengths and taking on new roles. Perhaps growing emotionally. So it was a very positive dream and I'm comfortable with the accurate analysis of every bit of the dream. I had a dream last night, well just before I woke up, that I was at work and somebody asked me if I was going to the staff party that night. I said yes and noticed my friend was looking at me so I asked to come close and went to hug him. There was nobody in that huge place so I started to dance with him. To dream that one is dancing signifies intimacy and a union of the masculine and feminine aspects of one's life. I was leading the dance indicating that I am in control of my personal life. 

Dec 18th 2011 

This morning I woke up to go to work and I was just dreaming of my friend!!! 
As I slowly went to the bathroom and then kitchen I made the point to remember the dream.

It was a peculiar dream because it was a dream inside a dream. I was on a bus, I had fallen asleep and had seen people in bright blue uniforms on that bus in my dream. Suddenly my friend woke me up and told me we were getting off at that stop. I said I was dreaming but quickly pulled myself together and decided to leave the bus.
We were in a futuristic bus at a bus stop and we, with lots of other people got off the bus.





The doors opened upwards and everything was in glass and transparent. Once I got off the bus I couldn't see my friend immediately and I thought he was gone but when I started to walk I saw him waiting for me at the corner of a narrow street.




He extended his hand for me to join him. I gave him my hand and off we walked. I looked around and asked him if he knew the way because I couldn't remember and he confirmed he did. Once I looked up some streets going up a hill I recognised the corner of those streets in front of me and told him I knew where we were. 

That corner was in Brussels, the street my work was and also my flat a few years ago. But the buildings were painted in yellow and they are actually not as I dreamed them. The yellow is symbolic of intellect, energy, agility, happiness, harmony and wisdom.






We arrived at the lobby of a restaurant (that particular area of brussels has lots of restaurants) and there was some music on. There was nobody there yet so I approached my friend and hugged him. The moment I hugged him I was thinking of the bond and the connection I was building at that precise moment and imagined white spiralling lights going from me to him. The moment the kind of fractal light that left my body was about to touch his, he stopped hugging and carried on talking to me but further away from me.
At that moment I thought that it was strange the moment I was about to come closer we were apart.





This was the sleep cycle last night. 


December 18th